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Old memory
2023 ; painting on woodblock  Pencil 、Paintbrush 、Acrylic; 30cm*40cm

Old memory
2023 ; painting on woodblock  Pencil 、Paintbrush 、Acrylic; 40cm*60cm

Old memory
2023 ; painting on canvas  Pencil 、Paintbrush 、Acrylic; 60cm*80cm

Old memory
2023 ; painting on canvas  Pencil 、Paintbrush 、Acrylic; 30cm*60cm

​concept

Simulating the previous state of breathing compulsion, breathing compulsion as one of the serious behavioural compulsion, it may not seem to have any major compulsion problem, but it is mainly make your because always control your consciousness to do deep breathing make you gradually painful, as if there is no way to focus on other things. Taking deep breaths over and over again will make you feel like you're going to die if you take a small breath, so you have to strongly control your body to compromise by taking deep breaths, and by continuing to take deep breaths at an undiminished rate you'll want to have physical reactions like yawning or even retching. Every time I breathed the paint on my body, and the marks of my struggle stayed on the transparency. But in the middle of the compulsive behaviour, the sound of the window, other thoughts in your brain will draw you back to forgetting to breathe. My breathing compulsion is much better aligned now, but it still causes me a lot of pain to do this behaviour. In just 20 minutes it already breaks me down quite a bit.

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